currently running on 2 hrs of sleep
in the last several weeks, mass panic surrounding this virus has taken more from me than the virus itself
I'm doing everything I can to cope with that, which mostly means identifying and organizing everything that motivates me
restructuring my life to reserve as much energy as I can for the things that make me happy
expect gradual updates and changes to my online presence
stay safe, stay distant
insert Dallon Weekes quoteOof this is late
Last year's:
1: What did you do last year that you'd never done before?
Met Dallon Weekes (who I’d been waiting to meet for almost 3 years), kissed someone romantically, received a commission order, dropped out of college, moved out on my own
2: Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for this year?
Not one of last year’s resolutions was kept so this year I’m trying again, and making a few of them more measurable and practical:
This one’s particularly important because it’s a promise to my boyfriend but treating myself better by not making self-deprecating jokes- also by going to bed before midnight, washing my face every day, eating a meal before noon and a meal before 7 p.m plus a snack, brushing my teeth every morning and night, as well as bathing 3-4 times a week. I'm thinking I’ll focus on the first 2 in January, then add 1 in February, another one in March and so
18: What do you wish you'd done more of?
drawing, writing, budgeting and spending time outside
19: What do you wish you'd done less of?
twitter
20: How did you spend Christmas?
eating
21: Did you fall in love in 2019?
you ask as if I ever fell out
22: What were your favourite TV shows?
Lucifer, The Umbrella Academy, Stranger Things 3, The OA
..and Don’t Tell The Bride
23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
please go appreciate her artwork (^: she deserves more exposure (^: don't mention me unless she asks how you found her (^: (^:
24: What was the best book you read?
not a book but several stories from the SCP Foundation were amazing
25: What was your greatest musical discovery?
Ice Nine Kills, Ghost, Billie Eilish & Z Berg (thank u Avery)
26: What did you want and get?
tattoos!!
27: What did you want and not get?
a furbaby ;~;
28: What were your favourite films of the year?
in order of when I watched them:
The Shape of Water
Labyrinth
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
The Crow
none of them came out this year I know, I don’t go to theaters that often, shhhhh
29: What one thing made your year?
I bet at least one of you reading this can guess
30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2019?
vaguely grunge and Lacking in Impulse Control™™
31: What kept you sane?
the same 7 musicians on repeat, while noise, plushies and discord calls with my boyfriend
32: What political issues stirred you the most?
Nope
33: Who did you miss?
DogeDays throughout the year until he moved in
34: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2019.
nothing is permanent, no amount of time together will ever be enough
35: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
No time for giving eulogies
No time for a second chance
No time for mixed apologies
Tonight we're gold
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